I've been in a relationship for almost 3 mos. and I am sick of his immaturities. He is already 23 yrs.old, and he had been acting as if he was a teenager. I'm only 17, and I can say that i can think more matured than he is. He was fun of playing online games. This boy I am talking about, is the boy in my first blog (forbidden love). He already have a daughter,that is 2 years of old. And everytime I gave his an advice, he never listen to me. I can't control him. I really can't. I really love him. I don't want that someday, I will be the one who will lose to him. And I am also concern to his daughter. I don't know what to do. I don't know if what I am to him. I really don't know.
There's a time that he needs money, and he was asking to me, but unfornutately I don't have the money to lend him. One day I was calling to him, it wasn't ringing. And until one day I received an email from him, telling that, "I'm sorry, If I didn't text you, coz I sell my phone." Imagine!how ridiculous he is!! He sold his phone and even sacrificed our communication just because of that damn online games..
Sometimes I was thinking if what I am really to him and if he really care for our relationship. I'm very disappointed, but then I am here...A very damn person, hoping him to change and be serious to our relationship.