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| All Alone Again |
Remember when that first love relationship was perfect? You were insepertable at the hip. Nobody talked trash about the other or it was on. I do too and I miss it terribly. Ever since the baby we don't get to do that much together because I can never find a babysitter these days. Which I don't bitch about the baby. But I do bitch about a certain fucker who I call my fiance' going out the third Wednesday in a row and not even asking if I would like to go.
I haven't been out of this house in so long I wouldn't know what to do. My mom finally left her boyfriend so I'm sure she would love to have the company of her grandaughter she has told me so. So here I am stuck in this freakin' house while he is out at the local club partying it up.
But here is the actual kicker. It is who he is partying with. His best friend ( I don't see a point in saying names) who is actually a girl. There is a long story behind her but I'll give you the short version. They have been friends longer than we have been together, but a long time ago they had sexual relations.
That is right a long time ago that had sex!! Can you believe he would actually leave me at home to go clubbing with her. It's not like I'm a party pooper I enjoy the club. I dance with him, shoot pool, if he wants me to have a drink I do. I do anything he wants. Whenever he needs a designated driver I do it so that he can have a little bit of fun. So what's the deal?
I'll tell you my theory! In my last blog when I was talking about sex I mentioned I thought he was cheating on me. Well BINGO! I think we have our winner. Now I just need to catch him. So if you got any ideas lets here them I'm open to anything. Because once I catch him it's over and I'm never looking back. I have loved him more than life itself for the last four years. I gave him a beautiful daughter we had the perfect family. Until that bitch stepped back in to "be his friend" ever since then I've been throwed down and treated like trash. I'm sick of it.
He told me that he would take me to the movies when I wanted to go, but the hell with that. Why would I want to go out with him when I think he is cheating on me?
I don't know what his deal is, but he better get it straight before he looses the best thing he has ever had. I'm not being concided his mom even tells him that I'm the best thing he has ever had. How many future mother-in-laws do that? From what I've seen in my life, not many.
Also when I bring it up like I did today (and I wasn't biching at him) he tells me not to start. What the hell my opinon doesn't matter anymore. He gets so defensive when I talk about her. I don't know what the deal is. For once I'm confused. I know our sex life was going down the tubes, but now this just adds on the problems.
Any ideas on how to catch a cheater?
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Posted by young_momma on 2009-07-08 22:58:07 | Rating: | Views: 38
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