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Is he trying to avoid me? Gosh, I hate it, but I always get soo paranoid with people I care about, believing they try to avoid, are annoyed by me. Which leads to me being overly clingy and them wanting to avoid me. Great.
But think reasonable. If he wanted to avoid you, he wouldn't write you e-mails, would he? Then again, he didn't write today. Although, you don't know that, since you can only check at work. Yesterday he wrote at nine p.m.
Why is he online on this network, but not in ICQ? Or is he just invisble? Doesn't he wanna talk to me? Maybe he just doesn't know what to talk about.
I'd love to stop worrying. I shouldn't really care that much anyway, since he's far far away and I'm here, unable to get any closer. I just be happy about the mails and be satisfied instead of wishing impossible things.
But if I stop wishing that, I'll go back to wishing the even more impossible. Great.
nyargh... I'll just do the same thing as always. Ignore everything, and wait, till it stops on its own. What a clever plan...
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Posted by yet_another on 2008-03-11 17:08:25 | Rating: | Views: 48
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