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| a lion at the zoo, not just H1N1 |
I'm kept in a room, excluded from the world.
I'm an animal in a cage
They act like i'm imcompatend as a child.
Food and everything else must be brought to me, by ppl in mask.
and when i leave my "cage" i must wear on to.
yes i have H1N1, and everyone acts as if i'm a fuckin lepor.
IT'S JUST THE FLU!!!
But my families main concer?
my twin siblings, and parents dont get it.
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shouldn't it be that their SICK child gets better?
your main concer for the virus to no spread is when its an uncureable.
yes ppl have died but its rare.
but i just say, i have no emun-system.
so i just might be one of thos rare pp..
i dont seem to be getting better.
i miss more and more school.....
but no no seems to notice?
or care?
its been going around school.
everyone know what it is, when some one is out for a long time.
and when they come back?
its the worst.
there are a walkingvirus.
no one will hug them or even touch them
everyone whispers and talks.
well i never feed into that bullshit...
maybe thats why i have it, being to nice.
now i much suffer it as well.
i think the vac should only be given to the sick. leave the rest of the ignorant americans to suffer worry.
uh who made this idea that it kills and if your touch you can die?
any ways i slip more each day. i dont seem to be getting better.
one small meal of soup a day.
i've lost 3lb the 1st day....
i wont get on the scall any more.
and 3" on the tummy off.
i have being sick, it really shows on me.
my face is so pale.
with a mask of red over the top of my cheeks.
so i put some tanner on the face, feel less sick.
but i'm reminded by my family.
everytime i walk out of this room,
i'm watched and staired at.
after im back in my "kennel" everything in my trail is sprayed.
and back to there laughing life.
i'm kind of lonely right now.
i sure as hell dont feel like a part of the fam.
and i dont talk to any friends.
i guesss thats why i write this....
seeking some comfert
that i have friends, and will get better.
(of course your all protected by your computer screens. why do you have any reason to fear)
also so ppl realize how they make others feel.
im sick!
not diesed?
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