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I Think I Like Him

This is so crazy. I recently started talking to this guy online that used to go to the same high school as me (who was in my graduating class) but had never talked to him before. I would always see him around school and thought he was attractive but thought nothing of it. I wouldnt talk to him anyways, because I was all "in love" with my ex and he was one of the popular guys whom I would assume would never take a second look at me.
But anyway, we recently started talking and I think I got a crush on him lol....It's just funny that I feel like this cuz I havnt felt excited to talk to anyone in years..everytime I meet a guy, I'm just like "whatever" and just talk to them and see what might happen next, but usually nothing happens. And with this guy, I feel different. Maybe the fact that I've seen him before might have something to do with it, but I never had a crush on him while in high school. He said he remembers seeing me around school but never thought anyhting of me, same as me. How crazy this is...lol..I just dont want to get so hopeful or excited just in case nothing happens though, or in case he already has a girlfriend or something, but I cant help if I daydream lol. I know it sounds silly, but I feel happy lately, same way I did 3 years ago when I started crushing on my ex...
But anyway, back to happy thoughts lol....um this guy is very attractive, he's of middle eastern descent, he's tall, tan, athletic built, has black wavy hair which he combs back, brown eyes, and a georgeous smile that makes ME smile lol. Personality wise, I know he's outgoing because he always had many friends in school and from the times I saw him, he was usually nice to people...BUT, I have to get to know him, to see how he is with me....the tarot lady DID say I'd find love soon, but she may be wrong lol..so who knows...I dont want to rush myself into creating something in my head that will never happen. Yea, I guess you could say I'm scared, but we'll see. Too early to tell what's coming next.