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Since you been away
I thought the empty feeling of loneliness, of losing him, had vanished long ago. How is it possible that it's resurfing now? How is it possible that I've gone by days, weeks, months, of living a normal life once again, but still think of him in the back of my mind, and he has gone by......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-01 00:09:34 | Rating:

| Views: 53 | Comments: 2 | Tags: love heartbreak loneliness

Sea of Bitterness
I’m drowning in this sea of bitterness, A sea of apparent infinite length. A sea of forgotten loneliness, Inhabited by souls who long to escape I’ve longed to find paradise, But that desperate desire has led me to madness. I’ve traveled long but to my......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-02 22:15:44 | Rating:

| Views: 45 | Comments: 2 | Tags: poetry sadness love

Lessons Learned
Funny how life works. About 4 years ago, I used to be literally obsessed with this guy I liked. I liked him so much that I would do anything for him. I didnt have much experience then since I was only 15, but all I knew was that I didnt care if I risked anything just to see that one guy. ......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-18 12:19:51 | Rating:

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WTF
Something very strange is going on lately. It's as if I did some sort of spell for people to remember me or something lol. How is it possible that 4 guys from my past feel that way all of a sudden? This is ridiculous. Now that I dont want anything to do with any of them. First Tommy, who I......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-24 23:35:18 | Rating:

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Self Improvement
Today, after receiving my test, I got very dissapointed in myself. Not only did I NOT get the grade I worked for, but I realized something I had not seen before: I NEVER FULLY COMMIT TO ANYTHING. NEVER. Then I wonder why it is that I never get what I want. What am I waiting for? for......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-28 18:15:09 | Rating:

| Views: 8 | Comments: 0 | Tags: self discipline reflection

I Still Wonder...
Does he ever think of me, like I think of him? Does he ever wonder why it is that I walked away? Did he ever had feelings for me, like I had for him? Am I wasting so much time on these sensless thoughts, while he's out there, living his life? Has he forgotten my name? Cuz I can't forget......Read More