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Changing
For some reason, lately ive been in that mode where i am desperate for change. I dont konw what it is, but anything that is basically labeled "different and unique" attracts me. I dont know if its just a phase Im going through where im trying to find myself or trying to get to know......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-01 18:48:37 | Rating:

| Views: 8 | Comments: 0 | Tags: life change future

changing names
i feel i have come to a time when i need a complete change. not only physically and mentally, but also something else: my name. I feel it is time i make justice and give my mom what she wants, what she deserves. I will change my last name, and will have my mom's last name because she......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-04 21:18:43 | Rating:

| Views: 30 | Comments: 1 | Tags: name change life family

guy killed by police
I dont understand why I'm so bothered by this. I didnt even know the guy, but for some reason, when I read the paper this morning, i felt a mixture of rage and sadness. What could have happened exactly for them to kill him just like that? Now a 19-year-old father is dead, his daughter......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-06 14:40:30 | Rating:

| Views: 9 | Comments: 0 | Tags: death injustice

losing myself...
this is nothing very dramatic, but what i mean by my title is that i feel like im losing myself because i feel like i no longer know what I'm doing, or what I want. I feel like a zombie with a daily scheduled alarm of what I have to do. I dont know what Im doing to myself..Do I really......Read More