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Jonny

...is beautiful. He has a perfect smile, is just the right mixture of God-fearing humility and unconventional charm (with a slight disregard for rules) and knows when to be serious and when to be fun (for the most part). It turns out he came to GVBC specifically to find me. He saw me at his service, and said I radiated beauty and told his friends "I think she's the one!" I just finished baring my soul, my entire history up until the very moment I met him, every boy, every mistake, every regret...and he doesn't care. Insofar as it took a lot for me to tell it all in one night, he appreciates it, but insofar as it changes his perception of me...well, that's null and irrelevant. He likes me a lot. And even though I was a bit concerned about the girls he's dated (all amply endowed in the bosom area, whereas I am not) and a bit concerned at all my insecurities that crop up and interfere, I like him a lot too, and I'm going to remind myself that he's in this as far as it will go. I gave him a chance to back out after I spilled my guts, and he chose to stay.
He's really funny, he has a biting sense of humor that's hard for me to keep up with (but I'll never tell him that). He's also sweet, encouraging, and he doesn't push for anything. I can't wait to keep being his friend. We may be dating, but he won't kiss me, he won't hold my hand, and he won't do any of the boyfriend things until we've gotten to know each other as people first. He's going to be a good spiritual leader. Already I feel inspired to be closer to God. I just hope he doesn't get tired of me. Handsome, sweet, thoughtful boy that he is, it would be a shame if I really did turn out to be undeserving of him. But he LKES ME!!! yippee skipppee!