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 I'm not sure if i'm sane... I am always lying

I should have gone out tonight and got drunk, instead i'm gona put more junk on the net by telling you all how much of a tw@ I am. For example I lie on a regular basis about anything, I'm good too because I have an imagination. Everybody thinks I'm so caring, in fact i'll do anything to get what I want. I'm just good at changing peoples perception of me. Some people do hate me mostly because they have tried to bring me down, and failed. I do appreciate the battle though. I have about 5 different lives, its hard work! I have many disgise's, my wardrobe is full of outfits for different  times. From hoodie to buisnessman. I can look like anyone,  I blend in very well. Its a little upsetting sometimes as I forget who I am. I cover all my tracts and sometimes I do feel bad. I'm not two faced I just find a personality to fit the occation. Nobody knows the real me, but I do. Mabe I'll go have a normal life one day. If you read this and believe I'm a bad person mabe you are right, but I look after my family first. So if I am bad then its better than being a wife beater, poor, or evan a sheep. So the real question I ask is: is there anyone else who feels this way? Am I sane? Is this a mental health issue? 

    Posted by yadokta on 2008-01-26 18:53:05 | Rating: | Views: 143
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Don't worry...you're completely sane. I was like that too, and I think everyone is a little, but most don't have the courage to admit it!
For a long time I was a different person to different people, and I think its mostly done to please others.
As for now...well, I'm coming to accept that I'm fine as I am, so I've let alot of those people living within me go, in favour of the 'original me'
So long as you're a good person, what does it matter if you're normal? Come to think of it...what's normal anyway? haha xxx :-) xxx
Don't worry...just enjoy being 'you'
Posted by  chebtastic1  on 2008-01-30 14:07:31 
  
Goodness...what a situation..!!!!!!!you'll find a way out,dont worry!!musta been confusing though...i mean you gotta wonder which part u r playing next!!!!!
Posted by  HardThinker  on 2008-02-03 00:40:27 
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