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I should have gone out tonight and got drunk, instead i'm gona put more junk on the net by telling you all how much of a tw@ I am. For example I lie on a regular basis about anything, I'm good too because I have an imagination. Everybody thinks I'm so caring, in fact i'll do anything to get what I want. I'm just good at changing peoples perception of me. Some people do hate me mostly because they have tried to bring me down, and failed. I do appreciate the battle though. I have about 5 different lives, its hard work! I have many disgise's, my wardrobe is full of outfits for different times. From hoodie to buisnessman. I can look like anyone, I blend in very well. Its a little upsetting sometimes as I forget who I am. I cover all my tracts and sometimes I do feel bad. I'm not two faced I just find a personality to fit the occation. Nobody knows the real me, but I do. Mabe I'll go have a normal life one day. If you read this and believe I'm a bad person mabe you are right, but I look after my family first. So if I am bad then its better than being a wife beater, poor, or evan a sheep. So the real question I ask is: is there anyone else who feels this way? Am I sane? Is this a mental health issue? |