I had some work to do last night. I had plenty of sex from 2300hrs till about 0400hrs. Then I went to sleep till 1000hrs, still on the clock. When I awoke I had more sex, which was nice actually. I usually have to leave straight away. This time I was needed for the rest of the day. 
                               I lay on my stomach for a very long time, all the time getting stroked like a cat. I realy enjoyed myself. Yes I do have a high sex drive and like to have sex with anything, but I was quite happy.
                        I see this guy quite often, he's began to say he has feelings for me. I can't have that realy, I'm just there for the cash. I did not lie, I told him yes I am in love too! I love cash, and I love you giving it to me.
                          So he gave me more, he did offer to give me a credit card with a monthly £2500 limit. I turned this down. I have my dignity! It just would not be right. 
                            Now I find myself with a choice. A choice that has no relavence to what I just told you about, but a choice I have to make.

1: Go on an agreed holiday with family members. Me being a perfect member of society that does that kind of thing.
2: Go to Thailand to see the girl of my dreams who I want to marry. Staying for the rest of the year. Mabe, buying that boat.

        What the hell should I do? Can this family outing wait? Can my little plan be put on hold?