I found a club. Its a thai boxing club, very nice people very friendly. I've done many arts before. I'm in a new area now so need to make some friends. Its all abit scarey.
I have nothing to do now, I don't wana watch tv. Its strange to think no one knows where I am except my mum. She's under strict orders not to tell.
I've changed my name, number, my email. My car!
I'm reborn, a different person. I feel different now, I feel like I watched a film of me acting as some one. Like in a soap, now I've left the show. I'm a normal person, I realy like saying that. I think I was very un-happy. Well I've still got money. Its all in the bank and in a house, now I'm buying another house. I will sell the house I own because I don't need it.
If I don't start working full time I'm gona have no money though! Most people are in dept! Do you know I don't have to tell any lies? Well, I can't help it! I have told some little white lies, why? I don't know! How strange this is! Mad!
I would not have made this big change if not for thoughts.com, realy writting my feelings here has helped me alot. Thank you!
Opon the cliff the devil stood and saw how orfull goodness was.
Well, thats from the film 'the crow'.
Next to the pub this man stood and saw how strange and unusual normality was. Goodness does not come into it!
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