For some reason people love me
But, really they should hate me
You should hate me
Reading this...yes you.
I mean I know I'm crazy
Probably lazy
Possibly a victim of rabies
Or even scabies
Sometimes I wish I could trade me like Brett Favre
Because this shit gets so damn hard
To live amoungst this no good, try to be tough, act rough, motherfucking retard
I look to the sky for answers
But, I never find them
Starting to wish I could fly away like Prancer
Or Rudolph...Guiliani
Hide under a rock so your kind words won't find me
And try me
Try to define me
I'm a Prick. Leave it at that
Don't ask. If you do. I'm going to lie
See?
In my eyes. Deep...
A fucking demon
Pumping semen into places I don't want them to be
And, the possibility of seeing things I need not to see
And, becoming something Lord knows I dont wanna be
Shit, I'd rather piss blood
Take a thunderbolt from the clouds up above
Swallow down gasoline to light the burn inside...
Glug Glug
Still you'll say be happy
Be Happy...Be Happy?
Fuck Happy!
I'm in disarray
I pray to GOD but even her I disobey
Cutting me deep
Blood will seep
You might speak
I wont listen
Even if this comes out in my favor
Truly that time I'll savor
Suck it all in like it's my favorite flavor
Then afterwards I'll continue
And you wont smile
I'll grin
Everyone will blink and then I'll sin