Ok! Hey Everyone! So I did it.I told tht guy (Umm We'll call him Alex.) So Yea.Alex was going to come over today after school.But he didn't.He totally blew me off to go hang with the school SLUT! We'll call her "Kelly". So anyways.Last week was not a good week for me at all.It totally sucked.He told me he "misses me".Bullshit.&& today he told me he likes Kelly Hella hella much.&& he knows how I feel about him && he knows that I'm Head over heels,Risk it ALL IN LOVE WITH HIM!! && he acts like I'm nothing to him.I'm Fucking sick of it.So I fucking did something a about it.I said this 2 him..."Grow the fuck up Alex.You know how i fucking feel about you && you act like I'm not good enough to date But you cane fool abound with me.I'm not a fucking FUCK BUDDY!! I have feelings too.&& if you really like Kelly.Than get with her.But don't talk to me anymore && don't fucking tell me you care about me when you don't && don't tell me you miss me or you wanna be with me && then treat me like shit.I'm sowwie.Goodbye Alex". Yep thats what I told him.I felt great about it.But he's my best best best friend.&& now I miss him.I don't what to do.&& I'm such a good person with so much faith in everyone that I keep thinking he will change..

 
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