So, I went against my better judgement... and I decided to go all offical with the guy from the blog before. I like him, don't get me wrong but I'm garded. I'm always garded but I trusted him before and he turned around and "fell" for one of my best friends, needless to say it put a dent in all of our relationships. So, yes I'm taking a risk but whats life without a risk every now and then? Whats life without love, and challenges? Many of us are too afraid to take the leap, and in some aspects I do just the same. But I think the key is realizing it and putting it behind you, you wont ever be able to find the good if you don't get through the bad first. I was on a ledge and I lept, I don't know what lies ahead and I never really have I can only walk on the path in front of me and be guided here and there. It's not up to me that's what I have learned in the past year, it's not completely in my hands and hell after last year I don't want it to be, in Carrie Underwoods words "Jesus take the wheel" That's what I have done and let me tell you it works so much better than trying to be in control all the time. So, for those of you who don't take the risk, do it. It feels good and it may not be right but you learn something from it, every time. Thats what life is about, risks... lessons and everything in between.