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Taylor,
I let you fuck me because I didn’t care I was to numb to feel anything in that point of my life. You where supposed to be my friend, but you are just a horny teenager. Maybe when we first met you weren’t like that, but you asked me and kept on asking me to go out and I finally caved. We dated off and on for months, then I was so mad at the world I broke it off for good, I pushed everyone away. Then me and Evan started to date and that made you even more mad at me, you started to spread rumours about me in school; harsh rumours. Evan and I broke up after a month, my dad said I shouldn’t date I was too unstable to date, it might set me back, I might try to kill myself again if he broke up with me he had said. I was all alone in the world after that; my dad had taken my last friend, my boyfriend. You and I had started to talk again Taylor not a lot, but we did. Then we started to hang out again but no one knew about it no one could ever know about it. Then you started to fuck me, and I let you, at first I just thought if I make you happy everything would be alright again. But in the end it just made things worse. One night I finally told you “no”, but you said “no were going to do it”. You just wouldn’t stop, so I opened my big mouth and said I hadn’t gotten my period all summer. You yelled and screamed at me to get out, once I was home I got a call from you, you said you didn’t want anything to do with me ever again. That I had caused you too much pain, I yelled and screamed back what about me huh? You ever think about what you did to me? I wish we could go back to the day we met for the second time in grade 11; I wish I could start again. Jeannette, you and I were the best of friends. The only great friends I had ever had the one friends that really gave a shit, someone I could talk to, laugh with, listen to rock and roll with; I’ve never had friends like you guys.
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Posted by xvioletx on 2009-09-21 03:25:12 | Rating: | Views: 45
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