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boys rule...girls drool
I agree with this 0% of the time. Well here comes my boy life. And it's not really the most amazing out there, but its not really the most boring.
So Andrew. Yep my first boyfriend, 11 years old, 6Th grade. I had my first kiss, met my first love, everything went well.Six months later, I broke up with him... the next day i receive and IM from him saying; "hey bell, thought i would let you know you broke my heart and all my Friends think you are so weird, your ugly as hell, and white as milk, and i was gonna break up with you anyway." AS you probably guessed...I cried for about 5 whole days, i wouldn't talk to anyone and i managed to play hooky for the whole week. MY self esteem was at it's lowest point it had ever been, and i was only 11. I didn't really know i had a heart then, but what i did know was that it was there now and b r o k e n.
So now your going to meet Brandon, the sweetest boy i ever met. He was amazing, we were really close even though i was taller. He was so nice, caring, loving, and he was really MINE, unlike ANDREW^. The thing about that relationship I loved was that we didn't do a thing... meaning we didn't kiss. We didn't have to, we could have a relationship without all the perks. IT was REAL, it showed he wasn't some normal guy pig. He was always there for me and I never realized it because 3 months in i broke up with him...for NO reason. I guess I just didn't want a boyfriend as we went back into school. And ever since then I was known as the heart breaker. Don't ask em why but i guess I just did things for no reason. I mean do i really need a reason? If i am not comfortable with having a boyfriend i shouldn't have to have one. RIGHT?
Now you're going to meet Nicholas Cody. He was rich, tan, amazingly hot, there was nothing, ABSOLUTELY nothing, that you could find wrong with him. I mean i have to admit i tried, and all i came up with was his little butt chin. I mean come on that's nothing. And do opposites attract? I know the answer, i have experienced it. Apparently not. I was pale, middle class, have gaps in my teeth, and i don't have a cellphone(which was a big deal with him)And, we didnt last much longer than 3 months. Well, one day i got really really really sick. MY face swelled up so big. I looked like a whole different person. I was so sick and i was so embarrassed to look at my perfect Nick the way i was. MY parents made me got o school and face everyone. I practically died every time someone stared, looked at me. And walking down the hallway next to him i could feel his pain. The next week at a home football game where we were hanging out he broke up with me.
Let's just say for the next 6 months I was a WRECK. I mean like I didn't talk to anyone. I hated the world and during those months I learned why Andrew said what he said. I learned why Brandon's friends were all so nice to him after. So to sum it up...I learned a whole hell of a lot.
NOW these next two... sorry lol:]
are truly the definitions of boys. I met this amazing 8Th grader named Alex. Yes, he was my best friend, lover, closest guy friend, you name it:] And when he left for D.C. he was single. But only one little thing changed when he got home...he had become TAKEN. I mean come on. I'M not even going to tell you the rest of that story. You've probably heard it before.
Now its time for J...Jer...Jeremy. He'll answer to any combo of letters in his name. CURRENTLY he is as single as me...we talk every night, hang every other day. I am close with his nieces, his dogs, and his gym:] Yeah you can usually find me waiting for him to finish his work out. AND today, actually, he is showing/proving to me that he loves me. People refer to us as the "1/2 Jove couple". 1/2 because we decide to 1/2 date. And 1/2 the other date is for anyone. We are 1/2 single and we are 1/2 taken. Jove because we tease J cause he responds to ANYTHING. It's kind of weird but even if you say Jove he will look. Well ill let you know how he showed me he loves me sometime later.
CO MM EN TT
~bells
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