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So as i had said before, this was the day J is going to prove he loves me. I know it's not like the love married couples feel, but it may just be close:)
We met up at an elementary school that is in between our houses. When i first got there he was really tired so i sat next to him as he lied down and rested for a while and soon began throwing leaves on him. Finally we heard the first boom of thunder... yepp. That meant 2 things; a storm was coming and he couldn't stay much longer because he had to ride his bike home. So since there were clearer clouds over by a hill nearby, we went to the hill and lied down next to each other. We just talked and played around, had grass fights, you know, quiet stuff. We saw lightning which i hate, so I got up and we kissed softly as he said he had to go.
Of coarse, i didn't let him go just like that he said he doesn't have to prove anything as long as i know the truth. So i got up with him and stood there swaying squeezed in his arms. My head was just reaching over his shoulder and i just breathed in the moment. I wouldn't see him for a week or so, so this was a moment that needed to last for those days. He lifted up my chin to face his tanned smooth cheek. We looked into each others eyes and he gave me a gentle kiss which led to a few more, and... a few more, and then came the tongues... you all know the rest, haha. I had lost my balance since we were on a hill and so i had to interrupt and have us move over. LOL, he kissed my forehead and i kept telling him not to leave. BOY, i would miss him way too much. He slowly moved his hands down toward my butt, and yeah he playfully squeezed it. We both laughed really hard because we have all these conversations about sluts and these people in my grade and how all they want people to do is squeeze their asses all day long. I mean with J you can be yourself, and we don't even do anything together we just lay around and when it's time to go we kiss and talk on the phone all night. And it's not boring! We're just us...nothing else. And i couldn't do that with any of my other boyfriends.
Anyway, we kept swaying and i left my head on his shoulder with my eyes close thanking God for such a person. A little while later we heard another crack of thunder and my mom called to say she was picking me up, i got on his bike spikes and we rode to the front of the school kissed and hugged on last time for a week, I know yeah whatever it's just a week, but... I don't know i feel like it's gunna be hard and long.
ily j
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