i miss you...
but you'll never know it
i love you...
but i'll never show it
i want you...
but i'll never tell you
i need you...
but i'll never admit it to you
i want to hug you...
but i'll push you away
i want to kiss you...
but i won't do it
i want to call you...
but i'll never let it right more than once
i want to see you...
but i'll stay hidden in my room
i want you back...
but i'll never say it

i'll remain hard never cracking under pressure
i'll never give in or appear weak..i am strong
i'll always love you but i'll never let you get too close
i'll be on my feet expecting you to hurt me again
i want to trust you but i'll never trust you 100%
i want to spend forever in you arms but i'll never be able to love you as much as i want to
i hope you understand but if you dont i dont know how else to explain myself to you
i'm hurt and i have too much pride to come back to you
i'll always expect the worst out you
i am strong and independent i dont need you
i have myself, and thats all i'll ever need
i trust myself and myself only i have no room for people who hurt me
its just me now

its just me