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BOYS!
they're all fuckin wierd...no one can honestly say they're not!
my boyfriend and i haven't spoken to each other since saturday...or seen each other since saturday lol
i was outta town and i liked the break from it all lol...its wierd but wen i have a boyfriend i mean i like being wit em and spending time and shit but then again i love going outta town and not talking to them i kno i kno...im kinda like a guy in a way!!
so this boy i sometimes hook up wit was in the same town i was this weekend...creepy right? well any way we were jus driving along and he asked if i wanted to run away wit him...jus go somewhere and never return lol...i sed we should...then he thought about it and sed he wait til i turn 18...he's 22!! but yea...him actually willing to wait two years for me is big...I MEAN HUGE...lol....he sed i would prolly forget bout him(as if) im only 16...its hard to forget shit now huh? lol...i sed i wouldnt and that he would prolly forget bout me, he told me he could never forget bout me...not even if he tried to...AWWW!! how cute huh? but we did set a date: AUGUST 19, 2010 i'll be 18 on that date....and we can go canada or miami or somewhere along those lines
but then again...i am young...he grew up and i still have to grow up..i dunno if could be....his...i mean he cheats on his girlfriend alot and im not the type of girl to sit around and be played..imma player...i kno things i prolly shouldnt and it helps alot...i think ahead and am always on my toes i kno how to be everything a guy wants lol but i dont really have to try is the thing. boys dont play wit me..i play wit them...but there have been a couple of occassions where i actually let my guard down and let someone in....but in the end u only get hurt so i mean why not jus play along instead of letting it all go and give ur heart to some boy who wont remember ur name in a month lol...so i stay strong and hard...i dont crack under pressure...i am independent...sometimes...lol..i try to be but its hard not to be vulnerable sometimes....right?
well those are my thoughts for today...some of them anyways...
=pce=
kiki*
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Posted by xoKIKIxo on 2008-05-19 14:57:03 | Rating: | Views: 35
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