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As I sit here, the black cloud has cleared into a rainbow.
Im blistered but Im better.
After I wrote my last blog, I felt horrible. I felt as if leaving soquickly was an awful thing to do and I thought I might have given off the wrong message. So I decided to send him the right one. It was sent hiding behind a computer screen, unfortunatly, but I don't have anumber to reach him with and I didn't want to wait untill school just incase.
So here is the final message I sent after revising it about a billion times.
I just wanted to let you know Im REALLY sorry for barely saying anything to you and then just leaving so quickly today. Hopefully you didn't get the wrong message.
No hard feelings.
Seriously, how can I stay mad and such when you were so nice about it?
Im really really happy you still want to be my friend cause your a very awesome person to say the least and I really didn't want to lose you asa friend. Hang outs in the future? You still haven't seen Rocky Horror Picture Show! :D
and i've said this once and i'll say it again,
I'm always here for youuu..
never be afraid to come and talk with me if you need someone.
Send me an email, a facebook message, MSN, in person, or whatever.
[respond back if you can, I wanna make sure you read it and such]
Smooth as hell, eh? Well I didn't think so. But here is the message hesent back that scared away the black cloud before I drowned.
well you have no need to be sorry and no i didn't get the wrong message
daffinatly no hard feelings
thank you, your a really awsome person too and i'm glad to hear that you want to still be my friend
DEF HANGOUTS IN FUTRE!!! :)
looking forward to rocky horror picture show!!!
good to hear that your always here for me, but just remember..i'm always here for you tooooo :) :)
The black cloud is gone, but now Im drenched and still need to dry off. METAPHORICALLY MEANING; Im not as hurt as I was but I still need some time to fully get over him. I am fine but I still may havefeelings for him when I see him. Hopefully we can still be friends without it being awkward.
And hopefully the people that I barely know that are entertained by my life won't give either of us too much greif. Do you know who I mean?The people that you barely know, that really don't care about you, but decide to bother you about your life because they have nothing betterto entertain themselves with? I want to spork some of the many in the eye..
Anyways, I would like to thank the people that read my blog. When I was hunting for interesting blogs I found out my last blog was the SEVENTEENTH out of TWENTY FIVE blogs on the popular postes in the last twenty four hours. That made me smile to be quite honest.
And I would also like to thank Shannon for the really pretty comment she left for me. Which leads me to say.. NEVER BE AFRAID TO LEAVE COMMENTS! I'd love to hear from you and I swear I won't virtually bite.. if there's a way.
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Posted by xhisxheroinex on 2007-10-14 21:49:27 | Rating: | Views: 208
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Very nicely put
Break-ups are never fun it's good you're still on good terms with the boy it takes balls of steel to see them after the relationship...believe me!! Just never let a guy get you down because in the end it is soooo not worth it!! Feel better...hope things turn out good! :)
PS- Thanks for the comment! <3 :)
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Posted by Karalynxxx
on 2007-10-15 08:07:11
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knowing how hard it is when you break up with someone - whether on good or bad terms, tis never an easy thing.
though, I understand, its easy to get pulled in, then the emotions take over and you can not just switch them off.
so yep, I wish and hope you'll heal with time and stay strong sweetheart
xo
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Posted by kentlass
on 2007-10-15 14:57:27
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You seem really nice!
I really hope everything works out with that guy and you do stay friends!
Thanks for the comment about the dieting thing...it's been a bit of a struggle for a while but it's not as bad as it's been in the past.
It's nice to have support : )
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Posted by summer9
on 2007-10-15 16:01:12
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i wish you all the best, you sound like a lovley personx
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Posted by auzloz
on 2007-10-15 18:16:20
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nice middle name..naming
its very fun to see the blogs go up the chart in the popular section
i would say thanks for the comment, but so many others have said it, it would seem repetative but thanks.
-ben 'the bear who eats that grimy little fish from the splashing river' venture
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Posted by benventure
on 2007-10-15 21:43:13
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YAAYY!! Things ARE looking Up =D
I'm so glad!
MuchLove, Sweetness :D
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Posted by Shannon
on 2007-10-17 13:45:18
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You sure are good at dealing with a broken heart.
I admire the love you still show in the midst of the pain.
Nice entry.
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Posted by DifficultSoul
on 2007-10-31 21:49:53
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