holy shit! i think im going insane!
i cant even breath right now and i dont know why!
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(i do that alot)
im so depressed right no and i really am starting to think i might need therapy.
i think my head is gonna blow up if i keep thinking this way but i have a feeling one of my worst enemies is trying to take away my best friend!
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seriously thinkin about that therapy thing........
anywayzzz.....
what the hell am i gonna do if she doesnt come online anymore?
its not like i can go to her house,
she doesnt exactly live near me...
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why cant life be like books the books that i read?
why cant everyone be happy and love eachother...(HAH!)
oh yeah...CAUSE LIFE IS POINTLESS IF YOU DONT HAVE ANY FUCKIN FRIENDS BECAUSE OF A RETARDED, BITCHY WHORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh my god im sorry for my screaming...
i just needed to get it out....
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