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Miss him too

my phone is just next to me... my hand aches to sms him to let him know tht i had him on my mind when i 'came' twice today.. i was horny. i was missing him. i was recalling the sweet moments when we both were still 'teasing' and 'flirting' with each, while hiding our inner thoughts..
i recalled the day when he was leaving. that was one of the sweetest day ever. i saw him looking at the back my body. i saw his reflection from the laptop screen! hee hee..
when i was doing it myself today, i was screaming his name in silence.. as if we were doing it in real, ever!
i had to hold back my feelings.. it was very hurtful for me when i declare too much to him.. i will never forget how i sufered durin those weeks.
but y, i am still missing him???!!! maybe becoz i knew he does too... as he said on friday!
i must remind myself many many times... he had somebody to fill in his emptiness... remember the glow in his secretary's face .. and i got to know she spent the whole day with his kids yesterday.. well, she might be rewarded handsomely for that!
no matter wat, i sincerely thinking of him and wish that we could still be buddies like before!
Sir, i miss u.... too! is wat i wanted to respond to him on friday and now too!

i will be away from office for a week.. i hope this leave is fulfilling and enjoyable one! i hope...