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1st July...
i cant recall wat happened yesterday ... y i didnt go to his place ... or wat makes me stop from going... but i feel tht we are becoming like strangers... at times... n i dont like the awkward feeling bet me and him. the silence is deafening ... the distance the way he replied my sms,......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-02 11:01:04 | Rating:

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2nd July.. let's start the game...
after the ego shattering yesterday, tody i started my day w a mission.. ie: not to think abt him at all.. at least not as much as before.. i started my day at work today by going in to his office for him to sign few doc. i wasnt in my bubbly mood, friendly or submissive... im quiet,......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-02 11:38:19 | Rating:

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3rd July - Victory
i was feeling down some time at work.. i force myself to continue my work as per normal... some where in the afternoon, went to his office and updated few importnt info.. around 4 plus, secretary told me tht sir wanted to see me. i went in, quite shocked and amused to see him a bit......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-06 01:40:16 | Rating:

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5th July ....
is this wat i have been wanting / waiting for!!!! this question running in my mind.. till today... The saga goes... Me, him and another boss were in the office conducting an interview. it all ended at 1230nn, and He asked me to check on sthg abt airline. i continued calling &......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-06 05:54:37 | Rating:

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i feel cheap...
i feel cheap.. or i am actually cheap... the questions tht toying in my mind since yesterday incident no doubt i am behaving cheaply, irrespectable behaviour... esp being a happily married lady i consulted my good fren.. she asked me to move on and forget abt him he is not worth the......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-06 10:55:03 | Rating:

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6th July
It's a sunday... a day i dreaded very much becoz there isnt any fun activity to do together w hubby... but the usual washing, cleaning, looking for food... blaa blaa blaa.... there is a pt going back today ... i can feel in my nerve tht i might be called to go airpt... or maybe i was hoping......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-08 10:33:47 | Rating:

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7th July
quite happy w myself i was strong enuf to hold my head high and hide my feelings away.. as far as i could... i was busy at work.. my sweet receptionist is on leave for 2 weeks... so i got to cover her.. once i bumped to him n greeted him.. our eyes locked for a little while.. busy the......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-08 22:31:31 | Rating:

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8th July - 10th July update
tues 8/07/08 busy at work.. i cant recall anything outstding or special to highlight. i think i went to his office once to update things. i think, this was the day he called me in after office hours ard 410 pm.. and asked how am i.. i cheerfully said im fine... wed 9/07/08......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-11 08:00:57 | Rating:

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tomorrow.... wat would it bring
tomorrow, another interview session will be conducted... i was planning if anything like last week were to take place, i would just stop him. how? i dunno ... but wat i knw is i dont wanna to be his dog... i will remember the way he treated the second the heat is gone... as if......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-11 08:25:06 | Rating:

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today.. yesterday's tomorrow...
as expected .. nothing happened.. though only one moment when he came near to me i felt as if he's gonna hug me... but it is just a feeling... it was a horrible day for me.. mistakes after mistakes i did... i cried so much.. i felt part of me is gone... i went home crying... hubby said......Read More