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I'm so fucking depressed. I can't transfer to the school that I was GOING to go to anymore. So now that I am doing independent study until I can transfer, I have just been home constantly. I dont have a fucking car or license and my mom keeps complaining about me being home...she obviously wants to live on her own. Maybe if I could drive..or if there was somewhere I could walk to...I wouldnt be home constantly. No one can ever pick me up...and while everyone is at school I get to stay at home and watch tv. Exciting. I need to get out of the house. Find somewhere to go where I can just sit. I used to live by the library but I dont now. I'm sure no one cares. Why would anyone want to read about a random person they dont know complaining about their pathetic life?

fuck my life

fuck everything that I get excited for that eventually turns to shit

last week I was eccstatic. New school, new friends, new everything. Now? No real school, no friends, nothing.

fuck fuck fuck

I want someone to talk to

I want to fall in love

I just want something to make me happy...somethign that I can depend on to make me happy and not back out on me.

Posted by xbeepbeeplovex on 2007-09-06 19:24:25 | Rating:

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		well i am so sorry you feel so bad. my sister live in san diedo and she tell me that its beautiful but as long as you have a car because everything is far away. try going for a walk during the day and see how far you get and try to go further next time. i know that sounds like a f-ing stupid idea but walks help release HAPPY hormons. no one is destine to be alone, while at 24 i still havent found someone at your age i thought the same way but you should grow to enjoy the time spent alone, dont become a loner, just be happy with the peace that you have inside and then and only then can you find things that will furfill your life on the outsidie. yes this all sounds like bullshit but if you want you can write all day in your blog and i will read it because i know how you feel.
Posted by talktoomuch on 2007-09-06 19:53:04