I want my disease again. The one where I couldn't like anyone. I mean, like like. And I don't really like like someone now but I have a tiny crush.
On the biggest flirt ever. Wow I'm screwed.
I hardly talk to my family.
The sister I actually like has changed post children. Well, not really but I can't/don't want to hang out with her anymore cause of her little kids. It's sooo stressful for me.
I want to talk to my extended family. And yeah I'll say it, a big part of that is cause one person is hugely famous. but so what!
that's not the whole reason. I've always wanted a big family. Now that I have the chance to (through marriage) they won't respond to me. Thanks.
Is the whole world really that tired of me?
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