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Relapse
Yup, so I'm right back where I used to be. How I got here? NO CLUE. It just sort of hit me one day. Those dreaded, terrible, fragile feelings. I have no idea where they came from. Or what brought them on. And now it's like I can't stop! I look at guys I used to like and its like the hurt from......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-09 22:47:06 | Rating:

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THE TOASTER SONG! :)
Wakeup morning I am hungry What do I want for breakfast? Cereal has gotten old So wet and so cold You know what I want the most? I WANT A PEICE OF TOAST Get the shiny toaster It has been alone sir Rejected and forgotten, well I really need the toaster today Yeah I really need......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-12 23:37:48 | Rating:

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If you thought your not alone...
You are wrong. Everyone in this world is, in the end, completely by themselves. To fend for themselves. To pick themselves up when the peices have fallen. There's a saying that goes boys come and go but friends are forever. Total bull shit. There's another saying similar. Not as common that goes-......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-20 00:11:32 | Rating:

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The good thing for me about realization
And depression. Melancholy and confrontation. Is that, I feel new. Refreshed. At peace with God because I know I did nothing wrong and the other person is at fault. It's a refreshing feeling. To feel like being alone is better. Because I do feel better alone. It's just like old times. I can count......Read More

Posted on: 2008-07-20 14:28:51 | Rating:

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I want to know your plans
So. What if I want to run away? What if there's nothing here to offer me? What if one day I get to leave, just trying to be free, and care-free, to find myself even lonlier and lost than before? I don't care. I would love to leave. What if I did? Who would really care? I know maybe a small......Read More