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Today was….I dunno. If I called it a great day, I’d feel bad, thinking about Shane and everything we’ve done together. If I called it a bad day…..well, I’d be lying.
This morning I went back to the hospital…got a scan done on my thyroid. Let me tell you something….laying on a bed with a towel under my neck for 45 minutes not being able to move…was the most uncomfortable thing I’ve ever had to do in my life.
Everything else was completely normal. Nothing special.
But, I had the best science class I’ve had in my life. Again…feeling bad, thinking about Shane…who was absent today…..and doesn’t know about this guy named Anthony….and the…um…..”stuff” I did with him today….in the middle of 6th peroid…
I got his number….but I dunno if I should call, or not. I probably won’t.
But if he asks me to be his girlfriend…I dunno how to tell him exactly….I won’t…because I’m waiting for a guy to be able to go out with me…again, and it might not even happen. But, I will, however, be a friend with benefits?
I just seriously abused the comma in that last sentence.
Oh, oh, oh, but then….in health class I saw the scariest movie I’ve seen in my life.
I saw a penis that looked like a rotting tomato!
It was so gross!
And realized….last January, when I thought I had an STD, and it turned out to actually be something really common, and nothing harmful at all? I might have been wrong.
Dude, I think I have an STD. Again. FUCK!
I’ve been trying to go to the Life Choices web site, but it is just NOT working!!!
I’m gonna talk to the teacher, Eric, tomorrow. Maybe he can help? He works at Life Choices.
I’m gonna go. I got nothing else to do, other than think about Shane, and what a HUGE mistake I made today….and also…plan to make tomorrow….(what can I say, the guy is good…)
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Posted by xXxmagicalyambagxXx on 2008-01-16 18:08:36 | Rating: | Views: 84
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