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And all the street light shine like they were star Explicit Content
Ugh, I’m so effing bored. I slept ’til about 12pm. For some reason couldn’t sleep until 2am. Even though I was tired. Whatever. I’m tired. Sittin’ here. Listenin’ to &ld...Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-20 15:10:59 | Rating:

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I don't wanna ever love another Explicit Content
sigh Sittin’ here. Nothin’ to do today. Listenin’ to “Thunder.” Tearin’ up. That was our song. Today is one of the first days since….New Years that I’ve been depressed a...Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-19 13:50:08 | Rating:

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The stars in the sky illuminate the love Explicit Content
Oh my hell, today was one of the most depressing days of my life!!! Shane still hasn’t come to school. I’m starting to miss that little bastard. I wish he would come back. Or at least call one of o...Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-18 18:50:00 | Rating:

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In the movie of my life, staring you instead of me Explicit Content
Today was….I dunno. If I called it a great day, I’d feel bad, thinking about Shane and everything we’ve done together. If I called it a bad day…..well, I’d b...Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-16 18:08:36 | Rating:

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If you hold me close this heartache will subside
God, I don’t know what to say about today. Some was bad. Some was good. Some was absolutely nuts. This morning I went to the hospital. I got an ultra sound done on my thyroid. Thyroids are gross looking. After that, I took this iodine pill to get me ready for my OTHER tests tomorrow......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-15 18:29:01 | Rating:

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You are the best one of the best ones
Tee hee! Shane’s ex’s are awesome ^_^ I wush talking to one ex, Samara, this morning, and she wrote something on the desk in CFL (Carrer, Family Leadership) and I kept bugging her, ’cause she erased it before I could read it, and I wanted to know what it said. And after a......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-14 17:43:57 | Rating:

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Every little kiss, a brand new game
So far today, I've done nothing. Sad, eh? Listening to "And Love Said No" by H.I.M. I love that song. But then again, who doesn't? So, Rachel, how's school going? It's ok, I guess. I have a bad feeling about being able to pass Algebra 1. And I know I have to go to......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-12 17:09:17 | Rating:

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Each breath that you take has a thunderous sound Explicit Content
All in all, today was a pretty good day. I don't know what I was thinking with the suicide thing. Shane has chick friends, and that's fine. I have plenty of guy friends. Almost too m...Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-11 16:39:23 | Rating:

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