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Aubrey and I had this awesome day planned out, We were supposed to go to my friend Nate's parents lake house with a ton of our other friends. Everybody was in charge of bringing something and me and Aubrey were supposed to bring the food. So were at Wal-Mart this morning and I grab a cart and we start getting stuff. So im pushing the cart and I stop to get a pack of Full Throttle and Red Bull. I put it in the cart and start walking, Aubrey was right in front of the cart so I just assumed she would start to push it. Then she says "Hey Lauren the cart" And I was like "Dude you push it i've been doing it this whole time" She says "Seriously I don't push carts you do it" This pissed me off but I was just like whatever because I didn't want to start arguing with her.
So we keep walking around and I see Amanda so I told Aubrey that I was going to go say hi and she got pissed. Yesterday she told me that she didn't like Amanda and that she gets a really bad vibe from her and how she doesnt think that she can be trusted even though she has never even spoken to her not even once, She basically said that she didnt want me to be friends with her. Everytime I get a new friend that I start to get close with she says this. Well anyway I go up to Amanda and we talk for maybe a minute at most, we hug and I walk back to Aubrey. After that she wouldnt even talk to me so I started to get upset. When we got in the car I was like "what's your problem? I'm not going to stop being friends with her for no reason." She said she wasnt mad and to just forget about it.
So were driving and out of nowhere she tells me that she's seeing her ex boyfriend again. Honestly when she said this I felt like someone hit me in the chest and took the air out of me, this guy was a jerk to her not only did he try to hook up with me but he cheated on her with her cousin. But I knew that the reason she was telling me this was so I could feel like shit. So I didnt say anything I was just like "Cool I hope it works out this time" After that I didnt feel like hanging out with her or anybody else so I told her to drop me off at home.
I feel so alone right now. I have no one to talk to about this except my friend Greg but sometimes I feel like he gets tired hearing about my problems. And im not "out" to any of my other friends. I miss being in a relationship, I can pretty much hook up anytime I want, im not trying to sound snotty but its the truth. But I think I want more than that now. I think im ready to commit to someone again. I don't know....I think I need to go take a nap or something.
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im sosrry kiddo---- thats pretty shitty of her---- i think that she is hooking back up with an asshole because she is confused about how she feels about you---- i wish things were better
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Posted by UrUnderMySkin
on 2007-09-22 17:41:08
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OH MY GOD obviously I have no idea because the only time I've read about this person is when you have something bad to say about her and I don't know any of her good traits but she sounds AWFUL! The cart thing made me really mad... I have a friend like that so it hit home. I love her to death but who the hell do you think you are that you can't push a damn cart? Miss FUCKING United States?!? Bitches...
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Posted by prettyinorange
on 2007-09-22 22:01:45
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