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So...Long time no post. I'm kind of starting to lose interest in this whole blogging thing. But I'm bored right now so I guess this is a good way to waste some time.
So this last month I have started to date again and I have also met a ton of people, I even made a few new friends. My roommates and I decided that we really should try to make an effort to make some gay friends considering that we really didn't have any. Most of the people that we met were pretty awesome. I don't know, the gay community is pretty hard to figure out. It's weird because it's really small and everyone knows everyone, and everyone has slept with everyone. A week or so ago we were at to this get-together downstairs from our apartment and the girls who live there are gay. So I go inside one of the girls room and I see this huge chart like the one from The L Word and I was thinking to myself how lame that was, I started looking at it not expecting to see my name since I thought all of the girls that I have slept with were straight (Taylor and one other girl being the exception). But I was wrong. I saw my name with six other girls attached to me. What the hell! Everybody was like "oh so your the mystery Lauren" and they start calling up other people saying how they found out who the "mystery Lauren" was. And then we go to this other hang out spot, it's weird because the gay people here all go to these random places to hang out at and I have no clue where I'm at half the time. Anyway we go to this place and when I walked in I felt like a piece of meat. All these girls just look at me up and down. It was very odd..
So all my new friends have been grilling the shit out of me about what kind of girls I like, their trying set me up with someone but I doubt that they will get any kind of success out of this. I'm outrageously picky and they don't know me well enough to know what I like.
However, I have met a girl that is kind of cool. She's cool like in a maybe sort of could be more then friends kind of way. I met her a little over two weeks ago. Andrew was out at some bar and he called and said "Lauren you have to come here and meet this girl she looks just like Kim Kardashian" I was like "Oh shit mother fucker are you serious?!" I was on my way to go hang with some other friends but once he said Kim Kardashian I completely ditched them and did an illegal u-turn almost getting hit by another car. I get to the bar and find Andrew and he's like "yeah she doesn't look anything like Kim Kardashian I just really wanted you to come here and meet her because I know your going to like her." I was so disappointed. I went there expecting a Kim Kardashian look alike. I cheered up a little once I saw her, she's half hispanic and has dark hair and hazel eyes. So I go over and spit my game to her, I'm pretty smooth so I had her in the palm of my hand in no time. She's super cool and I know a lot of her friends, it turns out that she's related to one of my best friends so that's pretty awesome.
On another note, I am a complete idiot. I have started talking to Aubrey again and I want to kick myself in the face for it. Aubrey just played with my feeling whenever she wanted to and I am not going to allow that to happen again. I'm a different person now and I have Taylor to thank for that, I think without the relationship experience I had with her I would still be a weak person. I know what a grown up relationship is supposed to be like now and I won't let Aubrey walk all over me again. When I saw her I was expecting to get this amazing feeling but I didn't. I was really happy to see her but that was it. There were no butterflies, no nervous/excited feeling. I don't know what I want from her.
I'm tired of typing. Goodnight.
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wow... that is alot .. you spit your game? lol you are goffy!!
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Posted by UrUnderMySkin
on 2008-05-29 07:25:22
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I'm so happy to hear from you! I'm also glad to hear your getting back into the game. It's hard but stay true to you and you'll ahve no problem finding someone else to do the same. Good luck chicky xoxo
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Posted by LadiLucifer
on 2008-05-30 11:03:57
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Okay, when you saw your name on that board and they all sayed "Mystery Lauren", thats pretty freaky, lol. But I did find it funny that you made an illegal u-turn just to see this Kim Kardashian look alike. Well, just thought id stop by and leave u a comment!
Rena
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Posted by RenaTheLesbian
on 2008-07-15 16:07:37
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