i was kind of expecting an emily rose kinda thing to happen to me tonight. i dont know why but i felt a little freaked out tonight... well i guess nothings gonna happen... so i can vent to the world about my parents spontaneous party and ask you guys wut you think. at around 12 my parents were fighting. extremely loudly. to the point that i was smothering my self in pillows to block them out. then about and hiour and a half later ppl start showing up, and now theres a full blown drinking party going on.

tellme. how is a growing girl supposed to get her beauty sleep when there are 100 adults being idiots downstairs? this is really getting at me. i think i'll make a video tomrow.....

by the way. i did make a video blog on you tube. its x0xmaspresent just like this blog:) 

if my parents have one more spontaneous party i think i may spontaneously combust