Hi all i'm scared i got alot of issues that my man knows about like my PTSD MDD GAD LD i have trust issues as well. if u read my blog before this one called "talked to him" U will c what I'm saying. i talked to my dad about this and he don't think i have anything to worry about. i had a lot of people f*ck me over including cheating! The next time i talk to him I'm going to say this to him "Remember when i talked to u about what the guys that cheated on me so i hope u understand and are able to keep me reasured because I'm afraid that my reaction to normal everyday thing may screw our relationship up." Remember we have been together 3 weeks and 2 days and we known each other for over a year. Since him came in my life as we dated/bf gf I've been happier and changing my life for the good cuz i want to be with him and only him i like and care about him so much! i don't want to lose him! i think this is what i needed to help with my issue's. I'm scared to lose him cuz i might mess it up and he might not or want to handle reasureing me that he isn't cheating but if he cares about me he would stick around right? my mind is so messed up cuz of the guys in the past i don't know what to do sometimes i feel like giving up on him but i can't cuz i don't want to hurt him and i like and care about him way to much to do that to him! i just hope he will feel the same way! Sometimes i don't know witch way is up and witch way is down i feel like i don't know witch way to turn i need help on this please leave me comments on what to do with this thanks! Have a great night take care bye

P.s. i will keep u's up to date about this and thanks for everyone who has supported me through like including my parents my one aunt n my best friend! I love you guys so much! I couldn't have done it without any of yous!
My mood: extremely scared
My health: extremely well