i wouldnt define myself as desprate. but im just so sick of not having a boyfriend. it sounds so typical. but god. i jsut wanna have someone to hug me, you know? tell me how pretty i am. to be there for me. to shut me up.
i hate when girls throw themselves at the first person who comes along at situations like that. which is why im not gonna do it. but........... UGH.
i keep pushing guys away. but they're really just not right for me. and guys i would give a chance to never ask me out.
i do think im pretty attractive. and i dont think theres anything wrong with my personality. but what IS wrong?







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