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On March 5th it will four months since we lost her. We saw her picture last week and joked that she was still there with us. Her birthday is this month, also the day in which her husband left her, how thoughtful. I have a youngster in my practice whose family is cruel and focusing on her as the "issue"...I thought about "her" tonight as I spent an hour trying to explain to this youngster why a mom and a family might act like they hate you, say they wish they never had you, blame you for everything, and feel sorry for themselves. I saw "her" in this youngster and thought about the chance to save the youngster since we couldn't save her. She did know it was not her and she did have joy with her friends and with group. Othes in group now understand how this could have happened, how at any time, all of us feel utter despair and feel alone and like the world has no meaning. What keeps us going? How do we make it through?
We are still considering allowing new members to join us, and maybe some old ones. They missed it all though. This blog is a way to allow "new members'" to know us, know her. Soon, new people will join us and we will open our hearts as she wished, as she loved about us, the five of us, that's what we want to continue...for her and for us but we can't replace her, not possible. S
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