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I have had a rough past 2 weeks...... being sick myself, taking care of sick kids, keeping up with the active schedule my children have........ it' been hectic. For some reason though I have just felt so ......... sad. So tired. So distracted. So forgetful. So angry. I'm angry at the neighbor for not wanting me. I'm angry at my girls for being so messy, I'm angry at my husband for being so lazy and unhelpful and for his little comments about the sisters vacation I am planning. I'm angry at my sister for dropping out of our sister vacation. I'm angry at my cleaning lady for making me fire her because she was unreliable. I'm angry that I can't get rid of the f**king cellulite on the back of my legs no matter how much I work out or don't eat. I'm angry at J's neice for hurting her and for being ungrateful. I'm angry at S for leaving us. I'm angry at E & T for desserting us. I'm angry at M's ex for leaving her with so much baggage to take care of and being the cause of the baggage in the first place. I wish we could all just forget for a little while. Forget about the people who hurt us. Forget about the pain. I wish someone would take it all away. I wish I could make J happy again and not feel so broken hearted. I wish I could bring S back and make it so that E & T never left in the first place. They are strangers to us now. I wish M's children were mentally healthy. I see the toll it is taking on her. Sometimes I even wish that my husband would just go away. And that the neighbor wanted me. Sssshhhhhh.....don't tell anybody. |
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Posted by womenscircle07 on 2008-03-06 16:57:30 | Rating: | Views: 83
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Angry? and the neighbor is part of that ,, hhmmm...s
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Posted by womenscircle07
on 2008-03-06 22:03:32
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