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Well here we are again... Feb.12th and all is the same.. I met some family the other day and my 15 min of saying HI turned into 1 and a 1/2 hours...She was so pissed. I was just going to stop by and say Hi then be on my way.. Turned out i stayed and caught up with family. Some who I haven't seen in over a year. Then I ended up driving them to another place. I loved to see my family when they come in...
As soon as I walked into the house the yelling started, I have no respect,I never do anything I'm an asshole....she went on a rage (as always).. then I got the silent treatment for the rest of the night. I did apologize,but, as always that got nothing but rude and crude comments.( IE.- smug laugh and yeah so...that doesn't do me any good.) As I said before, when she gets like this can either stay and take it or walk away...eother way I'm going to hear about it. she will follow me around and keep bringing it up..depending on my mood , is what I do... If i'm just getting home from work and she starts I just walk away..this way all I have to listen too is " thats right, just walk away like you always do,,,chicken shit.".. i think what really pissed her off was she had to brush the kids teeth. Which she did just out of spite.. Funny when she is home the next daythe kids can stay up a little later than usual...but, If I'm home,then the kids HAVE to be in bed by 830.. this way they are up bright and early.Same ole thing..It has been like this for the last 2 years. She likes it so she can hold it over my head for about 2 wks..As I stated in my last entry, Our friend has arrived, 1 day early..and the only time we have off together is on the weekend and the kids are always around. she is still buying them expensive cloths. So they have to change when they get home from school so they don't get them dirty. And she wonders why the laundry load has doubled.......
It's just not right that I can't evem get to the laundry machine because of all the hanging cloths in there. this can't be washed,that can't be washed.. They have nore stuff that has to be air dried than i can ever imagine..Today feb.11th, still angry..I got the kids dressed and off to school..... slept for 2 hrs and went running..She was still asleep, came back walked in....Still getting the silent treatment,still getting the stares.( stare- whenever I ask about something,whether or not I know it,I get a look and tone like I should have known this and I'm bothering her)... Tonight I got the kids off to bed,brush teeth and watched the rest of WKC (westminster)....after it was over we some civil conversations and she went off to bed. She is working tomorrow..... still no alone time and no intimate time together.....
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Posted by woeisme on 2008-02-12 03:43:24 | Rating: | Views: 48
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I feel the same way a lot of times. "Woe is me" is my favorite line to whisper to myself. With my wife's brother being diagnosed with terminal cancer that has spread to his spinal column, the time I have alone with my wife seems to shrink everyday. "Woe is us."
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Posted by QuickHitGondolin
on 2008-02-12 11:13:20
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