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So, my bestgirlfriend was just signed with Elite Modeling Management! This is BIG... It's one of this biggest modeling agencies in the world. She just found out yesterday and now is headed to reside in Toronto in a month. She will be back and forth from toronto to montreal. Thing is, she wants me to come with her! I wouldn't go until the end of the summer probably, I'd wait til she got settled and used to it. But man, this would be such a change, the change I've been looking for. Thing is, it scares the hell out of me, leaving everything I know in BC. I'd also be scared that I'd be living in her shadow, because here it's the opposite (I know, I sound cocky, but it's true). Here in Victoria, I'm the one that knows everybody, I'm the one that gets us the invites to the parties... Over there, she'll be the pretty model, the one everyone wants with them. I mean, I'm not ugly, but I'm no model, no where close! I'm just more of a highschool pretty, 5'2, blonde hair, nowhere near model esq, 5'9, tall and slender, yeah know? I'm scared that if I move there, I'll just be that girl following her around. Whatever, I'm sure I can make my own life there too, yeah know? Who knows what will happen! Anyways, I just had to write, my nervous energy is flowing out the window right now
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