Man I am so bummed....I did my race, it started out well, I was right up with the leaders.   Mid-way through the first lap though something happened...don't really know why but I bonked!  Hit the Wall!  I was just searching for energy the whole race...pretty soon I was just looking for that finish line..I can't figure out what happened but I sure missed something in my preparation...I think it was probably that I did not have enough carbs to fuel up last night.  It also could be the heat...I have been training in pretty cold weather and this was the first really hot ride/race I have had.

Just so bummed...right now I could really use support but I really have none... on my way home I almost did make a stop...I really wanted to just to hang out and have fun and forget about the crappy race...but it is not the time yet..just a bit more....I am a man of my word and I am going to prove it....I hope that I am proving it and can turn around the feelings about me...it would be nice to chill though

Ok hopefully I can adjust my training and hit it right on the 15th with the next race....Take care y'all!