Ridiculous. That is the word to describe today.
Andrew
So the story with Andrew progresses. I won't be able to see him for the next three days unless I make a concious effort to see him and then it will only be two days. The point is I won't see him for awhile. Kinda hard for someone who wants to spend every second with him. I am waiting for a mutual friend of ours to find out if he has a new job and if he does then we (me and the friend) will move in together. I cannot wait. I am ready to be on my own again. And for Andrew. I just want to spend time with him doing nothing. He is tired of not being able to talk candidly to each other without interruption. He wants to be able to wake up and see my face next to him. Funny. I want that too.
Evan
OH MY GOSH!!!!! Ridiculous. So today was a wierd day at work. Close to time to go home I got called to the front of the store where I was informed that I had flowers. Yes, flowers. Now you have to understand. The last time I got flowers was probably about five or six years ago when I was in high school. Someone sent me flowers to school. Not counting holidays or birthdays. BUT, I only got flowers because this someone that I cared about had gotten mad and punched me in the face. Aren't teenage years dandy? So today, the card didn't read "I'm sorry", it read "Just wanted you to know that I was thinking about you , Evan" He wants me to go to lunch with him, because he wants to see me during the week. Right now we see each other on the weekends. Now I feel bad, because I was totally making out with someone else while I was on the phone with him last night. But, I still don't want a relationship. All I want is a friendship. And I have clearly stated this to him. I have been told not to worry about it. Because, if I clearly state that I just want a friendship and he keeps doing sweet things out of his way, then that is all him and there is nothing I can do about it. But at the same time, I don't want to lead him on. OMG!
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