Big Announcement which may be out of character from the Emily you know.

Princess Emily adores Prince Andrew

Yep that was my announcement

Why?     Well I'll tell you why...

1) He cares.  He can't get attached, but he is.
2) My feelings matter.  Even if they arent't pretty, he still wants to know.
3) He misses me all ready and I haven't even went off to college yet
4) He is willing to drive two hours just to see me
5) He faithfully reads this blog to find out what is going on in my head as soon as he can
6) He wants me to be happy
7) He tries to figure out all those things that make me who I am
8) He is willing to do anything that he can to help me

This list could go for awhile.  He asked 'why me'?  Simply because I can talk to him.  Not like other people.  I get along with most people, so I can sit around and have a good time, but he makes me think.  I walk away from him going "Hmm, I have never thought about it that way".  It is so much deeper.

He has a theory.  Don't ever let any one person know everything about you.  You can have multiple people that know everything all together, but no one person knows all.  I believe this theory.  But I think I may be close to being his first.  I think this is absolutely wonderful.  I find it an honor for someone to trust me that much.  I want to be so much closer.  I have enjoyed the past few days.  I have spent nine hours a day with him.  Absolutely wonderful.

I want it to be serious.  I actually for once want a small amount of commitment. 
Oh no, did I just say the "C" word.  Yes, I did.

I actually want him to be around.  I realize he has previous commitments and that is fine.  I realize I can not be the primary attention reciever.  Thats fine.  I realize I can not take him home at the end of the day.  Thats fine.  But I do want some kind of word that I am not going to be kicked out of his life any time soon.  Commitment.  Well, I thought it would be alot longer before I used that word.  I just want something proving that I am not just any girl.  That I am special.  That I mean something to him.  I know that I do mean things to him.  But I want some reason to come to my own little thought castle and brag about what wonderful thing he has done today.

Commitment