Thoughts.com Blogs - A Day of Boring

All I did today was train a new guy. Aaron. Nice kid. I say kid because he is a little young and acts it. Totally cool kid though.

Awww. So theres this member of lower management, who was really sweet to me today. I have had a crush on him since before he was in charge of any kind. So today he was being really awesome and was asking about the next time he would see me. Awww.

But Maxx wasn't there today. Sad. He will be there tomorrow. Yay, hoorah! I kind of enjoy seeing him.

To Andrew, adoration of my life. You knew as well as I did that we would not be together in the long run. I want to be with you, you know it. I can't. It's just how our situation plays. It's just how things are. You know that. I know that you want to give me the world. And I know you would, if you could. But it's just how things are. You knew this when we started. You didn't want to hurt me in the end, but you ended up hurting yourself. I adore you and you know that. I would never do or say anything to hurt you. And I don't want to hurt you with my words. You know you are the most important man in my life. You know all of these things, I just don't want to hurt you. But you knew. The greatest adoration ever.

Miss you baby.