this is a discussion for all the people that think I have problems and/or has an overreactive imagination. first things first I hate lazy bastards that sit around and just do nothing. I don't hate people that have heretitery problems or people that are just stupid. I live my life like many other people with friends with loving family but inside I live also I live inside my mind. I can imagine poetry but none of it is good that I posted. I love chocolate, I have meatloaf, I have been a bully but I have also been a protector I been a hacker I been a many of things. But no one know me for who I am they think of me as loud and/or quiet (depending on the person you talk to) I think and think I am a problem sovler. I know many things and I don't know many things. I feel that I have been put here to do something. I don't know what it is. I am a leader a am a speeker. But the best things and worst things have happened to me. It is like my life is a book being told by someone that knows me, I have dijavu or how ever you spell it ten times more than normal people. Is it just life, but I expect the least likely things that are possible. I think way too hard I can't figure out easy problems but I can hard ones. I can't sleep if I have watched or heard something that has made me think or feel like living to the extreme. I love to talk I love to sing I love to act and I love to be. Just be, my grandma has cancer, she mutles to herself I think shhe is getting senilal. She hate everything I do but she loves me even though she threatens me. I say random things I remember and for some reason sometimes I think I have powers. But outside I am... My name, my badge that I wear. It doesn't mean I am but I can be. So keeping things short I end it with this when there is no more room in hell the dead will walk the earth.