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So KP told this story from her side, the more personal side, so I can add my words.
Her and I are talking while my wife was taking a shower and doing other things that had her busy. As it was her night off I planned to actually spend time with the wife but she was busy.
KP and I had touched a few "third rails" about me already having the china pattern picked out only 5 days after her news. I am running to the light I see at the end of the tunnel and I am running too fast for her. We have decisons to make, mostly her end of the world as I have decided "if" it is more "when " and "how" on this end.
But like she always does, she turned the talk back to fun and said we will decide things when we decide them, it is all just too fast for now.
She began to sing Bon Jovi "my rival" she joked.
I loved hearing that voice singing again after coming so close to it being gone. She tells me she hates her singing voice but I love it. I loved she was that happy and even sent her a copy of Bon Jovi singing HELP . I listened as she sang along
It was heaven
It was paradise
Then like we all know, the snake shows up and ruins it all !
At first I heard a gasp, then a soft sob
I was worried
Why was she crying?????
Then she told me why and I felt helpless. I wanted to be there and love her and hold her. I was just words.
She eventually cried and cried till she got a call about something else and I heard the beginning of that and then she left.
She has since told me stories about Tina. Stories I hope she tells here on thoughts.com
This was a life lived.
And if you can get any solice from a senseless death like this is when that life was lived to the full. She seemed to get everything there was in life out of it from the few stories KP told me . She did not waste a minute. Maybe life knew she couldn't.
I never met Tina
But I miss her |
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Posted by whiteknight on 2008-04-09 10:40:00 | Rating: | Views: 91
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