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Baby, I know you know that I know that post was not really about my intentions but I think I need to explain why you thought you needed to say it...
In the two years I have known KP, and even more recently, people say to me, "Go see her"
They propose that I go, fly and see her.
And in my heart I want to, nothing would make me happier. I think that I could save the airfare as I would fly the 24 hr flight on pure adrenaline !
And you know that.
I think the same could be said from your end if you were coming here.
And that was our plan
but then as you said you heard three words
So now we need to wait
You have always told me that looks do not matter to you, and the fact you stayed and still are talking to me 2 years after seeing my picture is proof of that...*w*...but I get your feelings on the fact you want me to see you at your best and should we never meet and all i have is memories, you want them to be of the one picture I have of you(the woman is camera shy)and not the sick you.
I respect that
I also know you know I do not care what you look like
but also, and maybe this is just coming to me now, it is enough for me that you know that I do not care
So don't worry if a cab stops at your doorstep one night, I will not get out unless you expect me
I love you far too much to hurt you like that and make you have to close the door on my face
KP, I wrote this entry not because you need to hear this...you know every word of this as we have had this talk many times, I write this entry to sort of make the world know that I see your point, even if they don't and I respet your feelings even if many would like that more storybook ending of me showing up unannounced
but life is not a story book
life is about reality
and I will wait, because I was once told that good things come to those that wait and that patience is a virtue
I love you babe
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Posted by whiteknight on 2008-03-09 18:31:09 | Rating: n/a | Views: 61
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