Had a fun lil experience yesterday...I saw 2008 come twice....well heard it I guess is better put.  At 8 AM I sat at my lil computer and listened as KP counted in New Years for her and... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-01 08:28:59
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I saw KP's post and wanted to add a lil from my end.  As anyone who reads both blogs knows I face a similar situation in that I am loving a wife and KP.  And after alot of pushing I... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-02 10:31:32
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  Feels Like Forever I saw you That was all I had to see Why don't you Had to have you next to me From that moment I knew that you'd be all I'd ever need And... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-02 12:10:37
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In a nation built on debate...and yes I know this blog is read around the world but let me speak about the US and this might apply in other places too...in a country that... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-03 07:45:53
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Last night at marriage therapy I had a very long an intresting talk, more like me defending myself against my wife and the therapist on a point it stuns me that the therapist, at the very... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-03 15:37:43
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'I love you, not because of who you are, but because of who I am, when I am with you.'                             ... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-03 19:38:00
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You once thought of me As a white knight on a steed. Now you know how happy I can be. Oh, and our good times start and end Without dollar one to spend. But how much, baby, do we really... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-03 19:54:50
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I need to blow off steam so here goes 1) Once you are at work I really do not care as your supervisor that you have a flat and are calling AAA, get it fixed and get to work.  May sound... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-04 11:27:42
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A few months ago  someeone that knows all about me and KP said that they thought it was easy for me to love her given that she was so far away and that I can love her as an... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-04 15:36:46
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And this fits on so man levels ,                       Walking in the... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-05 17:22:59
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KP and I do alot of talking by phone and other ways thru the computer.  But alot of the way we  communicate is through IM's and as anyone who has sent an email or an Im knows, the voice... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-06 08:40:44
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When you say you love me_Josh... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-06 13:53:14
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Now I guess other people can comment but as many Protestant failths are able to hire/fire a pastor, and usually you have one pastor for years I get a feeling that this is not an issue... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-06 14:36:38
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Moses walks down the mountain and starts to explain all of God's new laws to the Jewish menm as he gets to the parts that pertain just to men a cry can heard.. "He wants us to cut... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-06 17:40:16
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All this weekend KP has been down...I thought I might have done something as it felt different from her normal down, but it was just that a perfect storm of things had made her see the world a... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-07 10:24:09
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“Some men see things as they are and say why. I dream things that never were and say, why not.” Robert F.... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-07 10:45:43
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I know that people will say I am just nieve, but I believe Rodger Clemens.  I think he did not use steroids.  Why? Well a number of reasons 1) He is too much a health freak to... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-08 10:15:07
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The other day someone asked me how do I know that I am not just in love w/ the idea of her and not really KP?  It reminded me of a story I swore I posted here but guess I did not given I... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-08 14:11:24
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OK this again is one of those that I warn you may make some of you mad...but it might make you think too!!!  Alright as a man in his mid 40's in the Northeast I have been treated to a front... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-08 15:43:47
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I recently came to a conclusion, people need to be have long term frequent exposure to kids to be a fully formed adult.  Since I started working in my current job, 20+ years ago,... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-09 14:05:05
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OK, first things first, this is not a "I have a friend..." thing that I really mean me. I make Carrie Nation look like a drunk, so trust me I may have issues but drinking is not... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-11 07:20:55
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Alright I need to know if I am being insensitive or is the person in question being narrow minded and selfish? In our office they began a communal coffee pot. And soon after it started a... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-11 15:01:42
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Was thinking last nite how hard this all is for me...loving a woman 10 thousand miles away, waiting now 22 months for this dream to come true, while I live with a wife that is so unable to truly... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-13 09:14:03
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The other day I was being interviewed for a part time job, just need to kill a lil debt and have the time so why not?  Anyway...while i was being interviewed they were asking what I had in... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-13 16:09:56
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KP and I have this ongoing talk about religion in that she does not see that organized religion, going to a church on Sunday or Saturday and listening to someone is what is best.... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-14 07:59:49
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I know that I keep assurring you all that I am not a Trekkie, and I am not.  It is just that I guess you can use some ideas from that show(or shows) to make points.  Anyone that watched... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-14 14:04:48
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Can I ask a question?  When did public tears become a positive?  I am not talking about crying at the birth of your child, or the death of your father....I am talking about crying with... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-16 07:42:52
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" Greed is good " We all remember that line from the movie "Wall Street" . Maybe, as bad as it sounds, the guy was right. Recently I was told a story... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-16 08:58:51
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It is February 8th 2010.  Washington D.C. is buried under a foot of snow and it is -3 F outside. The President is warmly tucked in bed. The country is all sleeping after being up late... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-16 11:20:43
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In the last few months I have been really seeing alot of bad in my life.    The love of my life, a woman that is my salvation, is sick and keeps having bad news piled on top of... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-16 15:50:17
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I know, I know, dads should have thise feeling too but I think the maternal instinct is stronger so....   So here is the question:  You are told that you can face heartache... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-17 10:52:29
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OK before everyone yells "No DUHHHH" at their computers, let me explain what I mean. Right now in my life I am presented with a few different "futures": 1) KP gets... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-18 07:24:31
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OK, remember, before you read anymore, I warned you that many of you will not like this one at all...some may stop reading me after this...the subject is abortion Taking... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-18 08:10:10
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I was told by someone that my last two blogs were too heavy, so lets get silly: I just heard on the radio that in 50 years or so that robots will be lifelike enough that we will be... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-18 13:46:08
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In an earlier blog I got a comment from someone that made me have a few thoughts that I need to address, none are negative to the person at all,  I feel I need to say that as  I know... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-18 17:08:56
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For those who are not from the the USA this Monday is Martin Luther King Day.  And because  it is, I have heard many exerpts from his famous "I have a dream " speech.  A... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-18 23:39:11
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Another post inspired by the word that a friend posted in my blog... Let me start here:  I acknowledge that I am cheating on my wife in every sense, but physical, that people use that... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-19 11:45:12
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I was one of those kids that got into chess for 5 minutes in the 70's when he became the chess champ.  I sort of even thought I could get that good, but never had the patience. But I think... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-20 08:39:40
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Last week I wrote a blog about God and religion....and it got some reactions. I was in Mass again today and thought again about all this and decided that maybe there is a way to describe what I... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-20 12:42:58
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This one is short to every other fan but New England,,,and maybe Green Bay as they played us close  NAH NAH NAH NAH NAH NAH  ...............................WE GO AND YOU... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-20 22:51:42
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This is really my KP's blog to write but I want to just make sure the world that reads our blogs remembers to keep her in your good thoughts.  She is going for her second treatment today... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-21 15:15:35
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I been in love w/ a few Jersy girls and..... Got no time for the corner boys Down in the street making all that noise Or the shelias on the avenue `cause tonight i wanna be with... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-21 16:04:24
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I know someone will steal this idea for a movie, but go ahead...it sort has been done already but this is a modern twist: I was thinking that one day, many years from now, my son or... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-22 07:33:13
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You know, just when you think maybe you might have been too rough on people: I read today that many people are protesting that the person commisioned to sculpt the Martin Luther King Jr.... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-22 07:45:04
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Last night my wife said something that really bothered me and made me think that she just is too far gone to save this all.  There was a situation where something happened with... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-22 10:20:52
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A few months ago I read a book called HOW TO DUMP YOUR WIFE.  Most of the book is so anti-woman and attempts to be funny that it goes a little too far that way, and it was written by... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-23 17:54:07
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On the first week of chemo my true love got from me a pendant to remember me On the 2nd week of chemo my true love got from me a 2 love songs On the 3rd week of chemo my true love got from... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-23 18:54:24
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We have all been to parties or had a night out w/ friends that was perfect. The stars allinged just right and you had a great night w/ good people that you hoped would not end ever. And then... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-24 07:26:07
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.... years ago, and it may still be on, there was a radio ad that used that line. I agree. Yesterday I was somewhere listening to a woman that runs a big goverment agency... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-24 07:44:06
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We live in a country that is constantly wondering about the rise in violence. Right before Christmas we had another mass shooting where a lonley misguided person, this one seemed to even have a... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-24 10:34:35
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And I promise the last part for a bit... For anyone that does not know the back story I will do this quick: A few weeks ago at a minor golf event, a woman analyst was talking about how... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-25 07:24:45
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Last nite I was watching a game show that had the Dallas Cowboy Cheerleaders on it and only one was truly hot...I will now sit and wait for  the frogs and rivers of blood....is the moon... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-25 09:53:08
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The other day I was watching TV and saw a "talking head" on say something I have thought for a bit now...Bill Clinton is destroying his legacy. Now mind you I was never a Clinton... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-25 10:23:31
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A few months ago, when I first started this all, this blog, I came across  a blog of a young girl, in her 20's I think, she  had a poodle as a  pic on her blog ....anyway she was... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-26 10:23:42
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I think that KP and I will have the longest wedding in hx, as it will take us forever to dance to every song that we want to...LOL  ...yet another old one that has new meaning:... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-26 10:30:45
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Went to New York yesterday on a buisness meeting and saw someone w/ a sign that made me think, especially in light of the post I made yesterday.   The man had a sign that stated he was... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-27 10:01:06
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Now before I start this one, to be honest KP had a similar reaction to my wife to the first incident so maybe I am wrong. As I said I was in New York City yesterday on buisness and my... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-27 16:39:54
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In a rare case, this blog is both about love and politics because the same idea seems to cloud both. For years many in the US have prided themselves on being a moderate. ... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-28 09:40:59
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For all the readers who have thought that I am not self critical enough: THIS BLOG IS FOR YOU...maybe A few weeks ago I went to a play with my wife.  There was alot of down time as I... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-28 12:06:58
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I was told that maybe I did not make my point well enough before, so let me try again: I understand that content is something that many would be happy to be. Many people have miserable... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-28 15:41:09
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Buckle in kiddies, I do not even believe this one myself: I have a friend that is in sort of a similar lot as me, in fact alot of the things that are the same frighten me The other... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-29 10:15:13
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This morning a national televison show host in the United States asked Ted Kennedy, the brother of 2 men that were shot down either being or running for the office of the Presidency this question:... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-29 12:44:48
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If I asked a  group of people to name the best husband on TV you would get some normal answers: Mike Brady of The Brady Bunch, Rob from The Dick Van Dyke Show, Bob from The Bob... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-30 07:36:11
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No not the album!!! For those old enough to remember the moon landings and for anyone that watched movies and TV about it, you all remember that when the astronauts swing around the back of... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-30 08:00:17
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A few years ago I read about a movie or a play where all the women in the world stopped having sex with men until all the wars stopped. I think women need to take that stand in... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-30 10:24:35
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It is Wednesday of Super Bowl Week One team is from New York and is on a 10-0 run on the road Their quaterback is finally getting to the man he was made out to be His brother... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-30 13:05:20
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Was was watching a fairly recent old movie A BRONX TALE the other day and in the movie one of the characters tells a younger guy that in life men get three great women.   I am... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-31 07:51:32
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This one is quick:   Was on the train this morning and was listening to a woman's Ipod It was on her head, but I could hear every beat of every song clearly On top of being... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-31 10:15:02
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Ok bear with me, but I think I have it figured out how to explain this: Listen to any early Beatles hit, "She Loves You", "I want to Hold Your Hand", etc Now... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-31 14:51:56
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Ok I have stopped smiling from this nice surprise long enough to post that she is OK, tired from the move, fustrating me that she is will be beginning week 5 of chemo schedule yet will only be on... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2008-01-31 19:18:37
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