I begin this blog for a reason that will become more and more evident as we go along.  I am a mid 40's guy who has been married for a few(more than 5 less than 20) years.  And I am not... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-01 10:47:35
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Ok so you have the basics so I will go on and explain how we got here....About 2 years ago I meet this woman online in a sex chat room...we have incrdible talks and YES we had... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-01 13:20:03
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Enough history for now, I will get back to that later..and I will because w/o the background you can't understand the story.. Spoke last nite thru IM to a cousin of her's.  She was... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-05 05:15:14
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Ok...since I have a few minutes here let me explain my marriage....from when I first started to see girls as something that were attractive and began asking them out I have have had bad luck... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-05 05:58:50
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Ok  well I am sure that I have many people reading this that by now hate or like me...and some that want to see where this goes.... Ok so more about the wife:  We meet... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-05 11:11:11
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I just got an email, seems my KP wrote me poem,,,here it is: Tomorrow is a new day The sun will rise You will breath Your heart will beat  ... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-05 11:35:10
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Ok, some good news in this sea of bad-heard from KP and she is out of the hospital and being cared for from home.  She is unable to talk, which works as we mostly IM but I do love and melt at... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-09 04:57:14
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There is a show that I need to recommend....PUSHING DAISIES...listen, if you did not see the first episode I get the feeling they will recap.  It is a show that is like a fairy tale on acid,... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-10 04:49:19
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KP now has begun her own blog...her idea, however her posting to mine was my idea I meantioned before....she beat me to it....go look her up Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-10 07:55:15
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Had a moment last nite that made me feel so much better about me, my life, my future and my love.  Was IMing with KP and she asked if I could talk via the IM server while she listened. ... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-11 07:58:58
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Yesterday I took a day off from work and went to NYC.  Was going to the reading of a play a friend of mine wrote, he had this during the day as I think they were not that hopeful...listen he... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-13 06:24:11
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Can I ask why companies think that despite the fact that the person on the other end of the phone is talking in a thick Indian accent, they think we are dumb enough to think they are name Mike... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-14 15:01:22
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I realize that maybe a lil more background on my love life, dating life, might be good...might help you people get me even better.  Ok well lets see.....*trying not to repeat what you... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-15 05:17:59
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Ok so I do not ever dance again with Mary... I start into high school and life is normal.  Most of the class I am in are people I know from grade school, and there is one new girl... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-15 07:47:29
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Well Freshman year ended, Sophmore year came and went and I sort of floated from girl to girl in my head trying to get a date but none really came, then Junior year.  In alot of ways... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-15 10:11:44
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Listen I am going to speed this up because even I don't want all this back ground... it's like watching someone elses home movies after a bit... OH BEFORE I FORGET, THE NEW PIC ON MY... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-15 12:23:04
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Ok I see that I have a few people who have read this all and to you guys I want to say,,WHY????  LOL...anyway I have an idea.  I want to know what you want to know about.  Tell me in... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-15 12:29:54
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and just in time as that was where I was in the story...Early 90's I am dating up a storm, all first dates but hell.....anyway...I get a call one day from a woman that I had left a message for... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-15 15:33:06
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Someone the other day asked me that about my wife, and it got me to thinking...yes she does.  First, she is the first woman that ever showed me I could be loved.  And for that I can... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-17 04:34:17
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"I would say your wife must be a hell of a woman to put up with a moron like you."   That sort of shows maybe I was not clear.  I am simply saying that my wife is a great... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-17 07:10:03
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Ok, at the suggestion of someone I am going to talk about my experience in marriage therapy.  Well first of all I had to drag my wife kicking and screaming to the idea.  She resisted... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-18 04:33:22
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I happen to see the Ellen/dog/breakdown thing the other day as my wife tapes Ellen and watches those gossip shows.  Then I saw the atty for the shelter this morning on TV as I was getting... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-18 12:06:06
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I have ben reading alot of the comments I am getting and with one exception I never comment back.  It is an open forum and when you throw your life open to the world everyone gets to... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-18 12:46:35
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Reading a book and they asked: If you could achieve EVERYTHING you ever wanted, but never be loved, or be loved as much as you desire and have true happiness there but never get all you wanted done... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-19 07:27:38
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OK, before anyone reads another line I need to give a warning or two:  1) If you fall on either side of the religion spectrum feel free to read but please do not comment.  This post... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-22 07:21:34
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Last week I got the stun of the year... while I am thinking about KP, my wife, cancer, life, death, the future, my past, sin.....well you get the point... while I am in that my... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-22 09:14:54
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I recently was promoted to a supervisory position at work and noticed something, no one wants to work !  People it seems have decided that a job is a birth right and not something... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-22 11:35:38
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OK...anyone ever see the movie "Mr Destiny"?  For those that haven't:  It is this guy's birthday.  He thinks back on his life and does not like what he... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-23 04:40:00
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Ok here is a good one...You die and You get to ask God one question, anything you want to know, can be silly, serious, deep, anything....what do you ask? Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-23 05:22:00
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"Most men lead lives of quiet desperation and go to the grave with the song still in them". HDT ... Last nite I had a very intresting time with KP.  I will let her tell... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-23 09:21:45
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This morning I heard a song on the radio and it reminded me of this story, any men out there feel free to comment.  Women can comment to but....Anyway back in the late 80's  my buddy... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-23 12:01:04
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Need a favor guys and gals....w/o going into a long explination, KP is losing hope that she won't make it.  I need you all to go and just tell her not to.  Leave comments on her... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-24 04:16:39
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Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-25 04:32:59
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Ok...just a quick post here that may clear things up for those reading the soap opera that is my and KP's blogs.... She said nothing all that horrible and my concern was not that she did not... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-25 07:34:40
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... to Garth Brooks this is my version of one of his songs:... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-25 11:51:20
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OK for anyone that title you will, I hope, by the end(and if not I will explain).  I hate Halloween.  I mean I really hate it.  The thing that ran around in a costume... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-26 04:59:01
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You can have dinner w/ anyone, living or dead, who would it be and why ? Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-26 11:32:53
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Was watching my favorite new show, or at least one of them, and the coming attraction got me thinking with this question: If you could go back 20 years(or 10 for our younger readers) and tell... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-28 06:57:10
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There are days when you get a bolt from the blue that are bad, someone is ill, the woman you saw as your future and you love more than life itself is going into the hospital with cancer ...and... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-29 07:20:28
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Ok a small pet peeve I have... Last nite my wife got a call about a bill.  Seems she paid 15$ when she owed 15.01 ... so in essence this place was calling for penny that was past... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-30 09:56:48
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A few days ago my wife and I went to marriage therapy again - I am going 1)In case KP leaves this earth and has to wait for me to get there, but given how I eat it may not be a long wait... Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-31 05:04:27
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How many people think that guys that dress like women on Halloween are really guys that acrectly want to do it the other 364 days but can't? Read More
Posted by: whiteknight on 2007-10-31 11:54:47
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