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So, welcome to me. My 1st blog ever. I've upgraded from my paper all over the house to a collective location in e-world of my brilliant thoughts and magnificent being.
Or - just found an audience as lost as I am who may stumble across my blog in a search of their own soulmate in the world........
Blah, Blah. Sappy, pms'ing - absolutely loaded, completely pissed off and hateful. That'd be me. Nice to meet you too.
Whew. Deep breath. I'm okay now. (schizophrenic personality put away, for now...)
(wow, not funny, that is true for some people, not me, I don't think..)
Hell, who the hell will find this and read it? I wonder? Internet world is pretty large. Here's my deal: Mom, married, 2 kids, 36. Happy - successful - have nothing to bitch about, I have food in fridge, heat is on, lights work, husband can't beat me (I'd kill him 1st), kids are healthy, beautiful and strong - family close and dysfunctional at a functional level - laptop w/wireless internet, paycheck and nice bonuses to pat me on back for good months. That's a hell of a lot to be thankful for.
I've got what people would only dream about - I've got what some can't even dream about because they don't realize it's possible - but I've got what I have....and I've got what I wish I didn't, because it .....
diminishes? what's important? I guess I'm trying to say that if I didn't have what I have, maybe I'd be able to just go back to being happy with the real things.
What is real? What matters??????????????
I know what matters to me. I just live in a life where nobody else is honest enough to admit what really matters is worth living for.
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Posted by whereami on 2008-01-12 04:56:48 | Rating: | Views: 61
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Hey and welcome. I'm new here too, it is a good place to record your thoughts and just get whatever it is out! Peace!
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Posted by faithalexsmum
on 2008-01-12 06:51:29
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