After reading the commentary from the fiance of Sean Bell today I wonder even the more about the situation that has unfolded.  "They killed Sean all over again" was the title of the article.  Citing the justice system has let her down, she must now move forward with the pain of losing.  If her situation does not hit home then something is wrong.  The differences that we face in life are many.  i'm a father and a husband who has been there for his family.  Being in a relationship one learns the things in life that are real.  I can admit at times I have felt the system was failing me; however, I strive forward knowing that I am confident in overcoming. 

A week from today will be my graduation from a system in which I cannot I say I truly believe.  I have endured many instances while in school where differences are blatantly displayed through various scenarios, favortisim, grading, and others.  The only way top move forward was by succeeding, if only through a system in which many transgression have occurred.  The entire time was not false.  However, the worst is always remembered over the good. 

I was only able to purchase ten invitations, but the ceremony is at 2:00 p.m. in Longview for those who will be attending.  Some say you never miss what you never had; however, I believe this may need to be re-written.  I've have fallen along the way, but God is not through with me yet.  For those who have ever wondered about the many situations encountered in life, I can explain many of them if you are willing.  It's the end of the month, for those who have never felt the end of the month woes, they're demanding.  Lately, the displays of violence and death leaves one wondering why.  With so many thoughts of this and that, this is a matter of fact, not guilty was the verdict.   Potentially, an opportunity will be given to strive.           

"whatsreal"