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I have had so many tries of writing a blog about my regular, daily life that I just decided to give up and actually write about things the way they come and happen. I’m going to finally forget a little that I am a writer and want things to be “perfect.” Let me for once forget who I am outside of this screen. Let me be who I just am.
In all honesty, there are so many people in my life who wish they knew what is going on in my heart, what I’m thinking about. You, my dear reader, should feel honored for you are reading the very same lines everybody wants to read and know in my life.
Shortly said, I’m Sarah, a girl living a life. I’m 16 at the moment, going to school and college, working part time as a piano teacher, and enjoying my time spent at church. The rest of me, figure out on your own. One thing to warn you about: I write way too much. Like way too much. I think I should write less. But whatever. It’s your problem if you’re reading this, not mine.
Tonight was… fun? I don’t know… Max, Anne, Brad, Julie, and I went out to Jack in the Box after a choir practice for the fun of it. It felt awkward, in a way. Max and Anne are going out; Brad and Julie are, too. And I was just sitting there in my own little corner, watching them laugh, smile, and enjoy their own companies, all by myself… alone…
Max asked me, “Hey, Sarah, so tell us… who are you missing at this table?” I laughed it off at first. Then gave it a few minutes to think. Nobody… “Nobody, Max, trust me…”
Nobody, but your brother… the one who was already at home, calling Brad, asking where we all were… He only didn’t know that I was there with you, too… just as he didn’t know I was over your house back in the day…
And then Anne gave me a ride home… Not a word about him… pretending like we don’t know… like we don’t care… like it’s behind… Both actually still thinking about it… It felt really awkward. But I just don’t give a thing. I’ll get over it. I’ll forget it some day. And everything will be okay. All I need right now is God and have things figured out with him.
That’s exactly why I’m going to get off right now and go read the Bible. Screw this. I just feel like I’m never doing the right thing. Yeah, that’s how I feel right now. I think, in all honesty, this is the first time in my life when I just wrote a blog post just about my life… with no other complications or any background preview. Just today. Here. And now. Nothing else. And all I want right now is God. Period there.
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Posted by wexler on 2008-07-22 05:36:18 | Rating: | Views: 51
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