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uggggggggggggghhhh.
So.
I'm not pregnant.
Again.
It started on Sunday, and I've been aching since then.
I feel like giving up.
I feel like dying.
I could have sworn, would have bet money, that I was pregnant. 9 days late.
And then it shows up, and all I can do is cry.

We went to church, for Easter, and this little family sat down in the pew in front of us. A mom, dad, young son, and a baby girl. I was doing ok, until the mom stood up to take her son out and turned to the side. Like 6 months pregnant. And I just started crying, and couldn't stop. I bolted from the chapel as soon as I could, and went into the bathroom to try and calm myself down. It didn't work, so we came home.
It was light at first, so I hoped maybe it as implantation bleeding. But it's been slow and steady, with random bursts, since then.
I feel defeated. I don't even want to try any more.
:(
Posted by wee_star on 2008-03-25 22:30:59 | Rating: n/a | Views: 67


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Posted by
chebtastic1
on 2008-03-26 09:31:52
 
I have been exactly where you are hun, many many times, and so I can sympathise, although that won't help you to feel any better. I used to look at mums and their babies and cry, wondering how it could be so easy for them and wondering what I had to do to have me one of those.
I know its hard (believe me, I know), but I think the best way to concieve is to let go...try not to obsess, as the stress of trying can often prevent you getting pregnant. If you are under 25 and its been over 6 months, I'd say go and see a docor in case there's something else preventing you from concieving. Nine times out of ten if there is, there are things that can be done, modern medicine has made some wonderful advances.
I'd say...DO give up. Stop trying for a baby and it will happen when you least expect it.
I don't believe in God, but I do believe in fate, and I believe some people are destined to be parents. I believe that includes you. Hang in there. xxx thinking of you xxx
 
 

Posted by
LadiLucifer
on 2008-03-26 11:50:52
 
This is the first post I ever read of yours. I don't know much of a back ground, but please don't give up. Keep your spirits and head high. Good luck.
<3
 
 

Posted by
prelude2it
on 2008-03-26 20:49:26
 
Please don't give up. It will happen. I have a friend who tried for over a year to have a baby, she even went on fertility drugs and tried in vitro. Nothing worked, well two months after they stopped the treatments, she got pregnant! She has a beautiful girl and boy now.
 
 


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